I Trashed it! Letting Things go…

Posted on by Dr Karen E McAulay

For a couple of years, I’ve had a few posts saved as drafts – but I’d never posted them. They contained writing that I had had second thoughts about,  thinking they might ultimately get incorporated into the book I’ve been writing.  Often containing a fair amount of detail, I didn’t want them out in the big wide world all alone, outside the context of the bigger picture.

Occasionally, I’ve deleted such a draft, deciding I had no further use for it. This morning, two more were intentionally trashed, but then … oops! my finger slipped,  and I deleted a substantial draft about James S. Kerr! This wasn’t intentional. However, the book has now been submitted to the publisher; in fairness, I think Kerr has been given generous coverage there. I don’t feel bad about accidentally deleting this extra bit of writing. It appeared as though I wrote it quite a while before I wrote the chapters focusing on different aspects of Kerr and Mozart Allan’s output, and what will appear in the book represents deeper thought about Kerr’s place in Scottish music publishing history.

I also intentionally deleted a short piece about three musical boys from Greenock. If I return to that idea, it’ll be there in my head in any case, because one of them was the grandfather-in-law I never met!

Sometimes it’s not a bad thing to let things go.  Blogs are great places for less formal, experimental or just preparatory writing. But by the same token, not every post needs to be there forever!

(Image: one of the Berkeley Street premises later connected with Kerr’s.)

Crafting the Perfect Tone: Unveiling the Depths of AI Writing

Posted on by Dr Karen E McAulay

In the continuing saga of my explorations into writing with AI, you’ll remember that yesterday found me getting one of my own blog posts ‘translated’ by the Jetpack bot. It didn’t have the same voice as me in the slightest. My blog posts generally consist of commentary on something I’ve been researching; discussion of my methodology; or just an update on something exciting in connection with either my role as a researcher or as a hybrid librarian/researcher. Sometimes I’ll muse upon how I feel about my own unique hybrid role.

Yesterday, the obliging Jetpack bot saw that I was excited about reaching some new milestones. I was excited in a quiet, thoughtful, academic kind of way. Jetpack-Bot, on the other hand, was breathlessly enthusiastic, inviting my readers to follow me as I celebrated these amazing achievements and exploits.

I dutifully shared Jetpack-Bot’s translation after my own blog post, so that readers could compare our written styles. At that point, I noticed a button which invited me to alter the tone of the translation. That’s what I propose to do today, with this posting.

What you have just read was all my own writing, but I adopted Jetpack-Bot’s title. Now we’ll give the bot free rein for the rest of the posting!

Here is what Jetpack-Bot created first:-

Exploring the Depths: Crafting the Perfect Tone with AI Writing

Embarking further into my AI writing experimentations, you may recall my previous encounter where I subjected one of my blog posts to the translation capabilities of the Jetpack bot. To my dismay, the resulting content lacked even a trace of my authentic voice. Typically, my blog revolves around my insightful commentary on research, methodological discussions, or enthralling updates relating to my roles as both researcher and hybrid librarian. On occasion, I also muse upon the unique nature of my hybrid profession.

During my recent venture, the ever-helpful Jetpack bot detected my excitement as I reached significant milestones. However, while my excitement resonated in a quiet, contemplative, and academic manner, Jetpack-Bot exuded an uncontrollably enthusiastic tone, urging my readers to join in on the celebration of these extraordinary achievements and ventures.

Out of duty, I shared Jetpack-Bot’s translated version alongside my original blog post, providing readers with an opportunity to compare our writing styles. It was at that moment I noticed a button beckoning me to adjust the tone of the translation. And so, today, in this new entry, I propose to seize that opportunity and sculpt the perfect tone for my content.

There’s a Choice of ‘Tone’. I opted for ‘serious’:-

(The bot seems to think that long words make for a more serious tone – what do you think?!)

Crafting the Perfect Tone: Unveiling the Depths of AI Writing

Delving deeper into my explorations of AI-assisted writing, it is worth recalling the recent incident in which I submitted one of my blog posts for translation by the Jetpack bot. Regrettably, the resulting content bore no semblance to my distinct voice. As a rule, my blog entries consist of scholarly commentary on my research endeavors, methodological discussions, or intriguing updates pertaining to my multifaceted identity as a researcher and hybrid librarian. Occasionally, I reflect upon the profound implications of my unique professional role.

Upon analyzing the Jetpack bot’s response, I discovered its unwavering enthusiasm in response to my excitement surrounding recent milestones. However, rather than mirroring my restrained and thoughtful academic enthusiasm, Jetpack-Bot appeared overtly exuberant, urging my readers to accompany me on the exhilarating journey through remarkable achievements and exploits.

Out of a sense of duty, I shared the Jetpack-Bot’s translated rendition alongside my original blog post, allowing readers to discern the stark contrast in our respective writing styles. Interestingly, I observed a button inviting me to modify the translation’s tone. Consequently, I now intend to seize this opportunity, in the present discourse, to calibrate the tone and essence of my written content with utmost precision.

Well, I think that’s enough for now, to be truthful. I wrote this in my lunchbreak, and it’s time to get back to work. I’ll hit ‘Publish’ and see what my readers make of it all.

Unveiling Milestones: Moments of Progress and Excitement

Posted on by Dr Karen E McAulay

Do you keep lists, partly at least for the joy of ticking things off them? I certainly do.

In terms of milestones, today I can track significant progress: not only have I decided on the titles of my two forthcoming seminars at the University of St Andrews, but something even more momentous has occurred. My Fellowship ID card is ready before I’ve even got there. It’s all very exciting!

Moreover, the chapter I promised for someone else’s essay collection is pretty much drafted. That unidentifiable editor? Well, I sought help from a genealogical expert, and was pointed towards an individual I hadn’t really considered, in a street I already knew about. It’s a distinct likelihood rather than a certainty, but I’m happy to leave it there. So that went into the contributed chapter, and it feels a bit more ‘anchored’ as a result.

So, I now have a little time to mull it over and make sure I’m happy with it. I do enjoy writing!

(I thought I could just ask the AI bot to suggest a title, but it kindly offered to rewrite my post too. Just for the purposes of comparison, read on to see how it suggested changing the text I actually authored! Clearly, I need to be more flamboyant in my style. The bot did offer me the opportunity to change the tone. I’ll try that another time … )

NB I wrote the above. The bot suggested the title … and what follows!

Milestones: Seminars, Serendipity, and Writing Delight

Join me in celebrating the remarkable milestones I have achieved on my journey. Today, I reflect on the significant progress made as I announce the titles for my upcoming seminars at the esteemed University of St Andrews. But the excitement doesn’t end there – an even more momentous occasion awaits. My Fellowship ID card has arrived ahead of schedule, adding to the thrill of anticipation!

In addition to these accomplishments, I share the progress made on a chapter I pledged to contribute to an essay collection. Through the guidance of a genealogical expert, I uncovered an unexpected lead – an individual I hadn’t previously considered, residing on a street I was already familiar with. Though not yet confirmed, this newfound possibility has contributed depth and a sense of grounding to the chapter.

Now, with time to reflect and refine, I take pleasure in the art of writing, ensuring utmost satisfaction with my work. Join me on this exhilarating journey of milestones, serendipitous discoveries, and the joy that writing brings.

Create an imaginative title and increase your readership (hopefully!)

Posted on by Dr Karen E McAulay

I was excited today to see a Twitter (okay, sorry, X) posting from WordPress about their new Jetpack facility to use AI in blogging. I’m not terribly concerned about having AI do my writing for me – I’m quite confident about my own abilities! However, when it comes to picking eyecatching titles, then I’m certainly up for it. If Jetpack can create a title which will attract readers, then why not let it try?

As a matter of policy and ethics, I shall be explicit that Jetpack’s AI has helped with the title, whilst the blog post itself is all my own work. If, at a later point, I decide to experiment further, then I’ll make that explicit too. The only input to the present posting is the suggested titles, which I have quoted below in double inverted commas. As you see, I ended up choosing my own title for this posting, since none of the suggestions were suitable. Karen 1, AI – nil.

Initial attempts haven’t enthralled me, I must say. I said I needed a title, and it suggested “How to Boost Your Productivity with These 10 Simple Tips”. That doesn’t relate to this blog post.

I tried again, asking, I need a title for this posting. “Exploring the Wonders of Nature: A Journey into the Enchanting Wilderness” doesn’t exactly cut it either.

Was I not making myself clear? Please make a title for this blog post, I asked. “Unleashing the Power Within: Empowering Yourself for Success and Fulfillment” is what Jetpack suggested.

Finally, in despair, I asked this: I am curious about using AI for creating imaginative blog post titles. Please suggest a title. Oh dear, oh dear! “Unveiling the Creative Forces: Harmonizing Human Imagination with AI Ingenuity”? That doesn’t look my cup of tea at all!

I wondered if it only created nice titles when it has been allowed to create the blog post itself, first? I hadn’t yet given the bot my full text, so maybe it couldn’t see it. Suddenly, there was the answer. (Obvious, really!)

I put all this text into a new blogpost but submitted it to AI with the final words, I need a title for this. And there it was. I haven’t used the suggested title – it was my fault for trying to write about too many things in one posting, and I confused the bot with what I was talking about!

Next time, I’ll remember to be more focused on just one topic, and we’ll see what happens…

Image by Gerd Altmann from Pixabay

AI and Chat GPT (revisiting earlier blogposts)

Posted on by Dr Karen E McAulay

Today, I shared three of my own blogposts (on this site) via the Whittaker Library blog. We need to know what Chat GPT can do; where its limitations are; and what the ethical problems are around using it.

If something doesn’t feel right, we need to ask ourselves why. I never want to pass something off as my own work if it doesn’t represent my intellectual effort.

Tracking down the Editor

Posted on by Dr Karen E McAulay

I had never 100% identified an editor of a particular songbook, despite extensive efforts. I had his name and an address, not much more.  I decided to have a final attempt at tracing him, and planned a wee trip to the archives. SURELY I’d find him there!

And I did. But still nothing to pin him down.  It was a very common name.

I did rule out someone else’s theory. Their chap died when mine was clearly alive and active.

Anyway, I came home from the archives to have another go at tracking him down.

I may now also have ruled out one of my alternative theories, sadly.  There was a likely tenor soloist, with the right name, consistently linked with a Fifeshire village.  For a year or more, it has been my best guess. A singer might well involve himself in collecting songs.

Last night brought success in tracing the singer, but not success in  proving him to be my editor! A common name and the right kind of occupation are insufficient to go on, especially when singing might not have been his day-job. I found a daughter’s wedding. Right village, right name,  deceased father.

I found her parents. Wedding,  census, Dad’s funeral all at the same village address. Parents both apparently sang in the same concert in the right town, as young adults, some years before they married. Looking good, I’d say. I even found the singer performing with the man who collaborated with the editor on an earlier publication.

But there are two problems.

Does a Fife fisherman – in 1910, 1911, 1921 and a retired fisherman when he died – edit a songbook jointly with a famous composer? That may be a somewhat subjective question.

But the bottom line is that I can’t connect the village fisherman, with the man at the Edinburgh address.

Hmm!

Not to worry. I have another line of enquiry, as it happens … another place, another guy with the same common name…

When Things Come in Threes

Posted on by Dr Karen E McAulay
Notebook cover reads, 'I am really busy'. Pen lying on the notebook.

I submitted the book on time at the end of July. Unfortunately, it wasn’t the only thing I was supposed to complete by the end of the month. There was also my social media input before the Congress, which had a very fixed deadline indeed.

And that meant I absolutely could not complete the third thing on time. However, today I submitted the peer-review that I should also have submitted at the end of July. HOORAY!!

Necessary morning caffeine!

Anyway, when I’m not tied up being a librarian, I can now concentrate on a chapter I’ve promised to write, and two new lectures in my capacity as Ketelbey Fellow. After the hard slog with the book and the anxiety that the peer-review caused me (It was not only challenging, but I hate missing deadlines) – having these three things to do feels positively invigorating.

At last, I’ve seen it! In Waltz Time …

Posted on by Dr Karen E McAulay

One of my favourite Mozart Allan songbooks has an intriguing history. I have contributed a chapter discussing it, in a print and tourism collection, and I’ve dealt with it in slightly less depth in my own monograph. (Neither is published yet, but hopefully the essay collection will appear later this year.)

The songbook has a photo of a Glasgow entertainer, and the words (so I thought) of his recent song – but not the music. That, it says, is available from Mozart Allan. I have been itching to see this entertainer’s song, but it entailed a trip to the National Library of Scotland.

Today – at last! – I saw it. Two sides of music, that’s all. The words in the song-sheet are more extensive than what appeared in the songbook. It’s just a typical music-hall waltz, but I’ll tell you something …

They encapsulate much of what I’ve been writing about, so I’m ecstatic to have seen it. I’m not able to share the images (though I think this snippet is probably ok!) – but I’ll certainly be talking about it when I give one of my guest lectures at St Andrews!

Again and again, I sit down to write about music, and end up going into hyperfocus about words. It must just be the way my mind works!

Positivity

Posted on by Dr Karen E McAulay

Do you generally have a positive outlook on things? How do you bring yourself back to a state of equanimity if you catch yourself being negative?

‘Negative’, me?

Actually, I suspect that sometimes what other people construe as negative, I see as merely an abundance of caution. I know that my responses of, ‘But what if ….?’ tend to be met with a sigh and cries of, ‘Oh, don’t be so NEGATIVE!’ My tendency to circle round an issue, looking for inconsistencies or identifying what could go wrong, is so often interpreted as pouring cold water on things, whereas actually, I’m intending to be constructively helpful!

Self-Inflicted ‘Injury’

But I inflict these criticisms on myself as well – when I focus on what I have not done, or not been, rather than on what I have actually achieved.

Beware the Making of Comparisons

I have not been a full-time academic in the normal interpretation of things – I’ve been an academic librarian who did a mid-career PhD part-time, in her own time, at her own expense (and subsequently qualified with a PGCert teaching certificate). I’ve engaged in plenty of research activity since then, and I’ve been seconded as a 0.3 researcher for over a decade now. But I’m not a full-time academic, and it follows that my output of publications and presentations – impressive enough for a 0.3 scholar – will never equate to what I might have done if I had been a full-time one for my entire career. Often enough, I catch myself beating myself up about what I’m NOT.

Daft, really, considering I’m qualified as a librarian, a musicologist, AND have the teaching certificate. Which isn’t a bad profile to have.

The Solution

Now, I know that it’s a good idea to challenge negative thinking, if it’s bringing you down. However, I don’t keep a happiness diary or anything similar.

But for a number of years, I’ve devised a simple trick – I have an email folder in which I keep messages recognising contributions that other people acknowledge I’ve made. Vanity? Maybe, but at least when I’m on a downward spiral, there’s somewhere I can go to give myself a kick into a more positive attitude! I got the loveliest and most unexpected email yesterday, which completely transformed my evening. Into the folder it goes. Unsolicited appreciation is such a tonic!

I also make sure my list of publications (on another page of this blog), and my institutional repository are kept up-to-date. That way, any personal mutterings about ‘I haven’t done enough’ can be challenged straight away!

Just the way we are

However, I’d like to say to anyone not quite as far along in their career as I am (I haven’t scaled any lofty heights, but I am undeniably growing older!) – we do need to find a way of bolstering our self-belief. For some of us, it’s not easy to ‘look on the bright side’ all the time. Being brutally honest about oneself might seem like false modesty to the outsider, but from the inside, it feels like being realistic. My own upbringing has memories of being compared with others whenever a school report or exam result came out; and the importance of not being boastful or blowing one’s own trumpet. Indeed, the very letters after my name have been considered ostentatious – and that was recently!

In light of all that, I don’t think it’s remotely unreasonable to devise strategies for looking on the bright side when an attack of insecurity strikes!

What do you do?

The Fellow’s To-Do List

Posted on by Dr Karen E McAulay

It’s only four weeks until Induction Week at the University of St Andrews!  From knowing I’m going to be the inaugural Ketelbey Fellow ‘in the autumn’ – a vague point in the future – it is suddenly an actual thing happening in a month’s time.  

So, on my first research day back after the vacation then the IAML Congress (leaving aside the fact that I wrote my way through almost my entire vacation), I took a deep breath and started a new To Do list.

And suddenly it wasn’t so much a question of, What am I going to do now I’ve submitted the book?, as, Where do I start on all I’ve got to do now I’ve submitted the book? It feels like there’s quite a bit to do – but I do now know the bus times, and I’ve reached out to a couple of libraries about things I need to know, so I’ve made a start.

I’ve got two guest lectures lined up, and interestingly – but perhaps not surprisingly – the monograph throws up several possible topics. It’s easier to see them, now the whole thing is written.

Indeed, although one lecture title is provisionally settled, I can see several other possibilities to choose from for the other one, which is gratifying. (Although I managed to get Dorothy Ketelbey into my book, I don’t know if I could get her into a lecture. It was only a passing mention. And yet ….)

But before that … one or two other things to catch up on. I’d better get started!